Self reflection

Hello Tumblr i know it has been awhile….but im not one to just sit down and write out my thoughts. The fact is i like to just think my thoughts and then move on…whether they are shared or not is another story. The most important fact of the matter is that i love JESUS. He has done soo much in my life and its just a breath of fresh air to know that i am saved through the shed blood and have been given his redeeming grace. The amount of time that i sit and think about him does not amount up to what it should be. This is something that i must strive for to change. Christ should be my first focus then whatever comes next. I challenge myself to just dig deeper and to really get to know him. To build my relationship with him. My heart goes out to those people in need. It is something that God has laid on my heart to do. The thought of just being there for someone even when they dont need it just gives me a great comfort. A warm smile can brighten anyones day. I feel that this attitude is reflected in my thoughts and actions. I strive for perfection which has ultimately led me to many struggles in my life. There is just something about having everything worked out without any flaws that is soo enticing too me. It makes me less or more motivated to do something. I hope that one day people can see me for someone that has made a difference. That i didnt just stand on the sidelines and watch, but actually get in on the action. Anyways this is just a little about me so you are not completely left in the dark as to who I am.